1. I am more at home with strangers
    because they give me the choice to leave
    but they are open to the chance
    to make me want to stay
    and that’s a pleasant surprise
    compared to the surprise
    of who I thought would stay
    making me want to leave
    but not giving me that choice

     

  2. Rocky Founded Science Fiction

    Opposites attract
    But we’re two narcissistic kids
    Negative and conflicted
    To get anything but close
    To another bipolar Soc
    Having a poor time staying gold
    Maybe on the outside
    I got a solid love, magnetized
    Well that’s the wrong way to step up to the plate
    What’s it mean to be the last gem on earth to date?
    I don’t have it in me to love you after all
    I can’t have you with me, you never wanted the fall
    Cause after all we’re still stuck
    Between a rock and a hard place
    Whose got it in them to make a landslide change?
    I know I have to
    I never had you
    You know it’s principle
    To take this down with laughter
    Like she’s the mineral
    That takes you down disaster
    So the joke’s on us on the grounds of love or lust
    Cause the aftermath is
    Just the hard-pressed and the mess
    Lament the body electric
    While conducting our regrets
    I don’t have it in me to love you after all
    I can’t have you with me, you never wanted the fall
    Cause after all, our nature’s fucked
    I see the backslide all over your face
    And it buries me back in my own hate
    I know I have to
    I never had you
    I don’t have it in me to love you after all
    I can’t have you with me, you never wanted the fall
    You never had to
    You never had to
    I never had you
     

  3. Broads - Miguel ft. Audder

    This shit’s silly right? You can’t find depth no matter how deep you fall for someone short-sighted. Someone who just lacks attention. That’s nursery shit. So I sing it like,

    Baby, friendly don’t make sense
    When you fuckin’ with my head
    Play me but don’t play pretend
    Broads are short cuts to dead ends…

     

  4. Head under water,
    I got that sinking feeling of a fight-or-flight
    Ink my guts out
    In the face of enemies
    And fear, I squid write.